this is dedicated to the butterfly outside my window
SO lately (ever since krystessa and emily and left)
my life has been me, spinning in circles with my eyes closed and people slapping me in the face along the way. Thats probably the best way i can explain it. I've been confused as fuck and sad as fuck.. blind mostly and not wanting to realize certain things. But id say this past week has changed my views on everything
I've been doing a lot of hanging with the big bro Anthony, I really don't know what i would do without him? Hes funny no matter what. Its tough to be down and sad around him. And when were together we have the best of luck, we meet the coolest people, its weird. we've been destined to be a team
Also Kassandra Lau has been making my life a whole lot better this past week. I havent hung out with her or talked to her this much in a long time. I forgot how BADASS she was, And Kassandra if you read this dude. YOU HAVE THE BEST MENTALITY about everything. the certain things i hear you say dude... you kind of an inspiration (as gay as that sounds). and once again. its just way too hard to be mad or sad about anything around her
Today i got a job finaly! at Time Market on University!
i really wanted a job downtown again and i got it! the people there are amazing, sweetest/nicest people and its going to be a good place to meet new people, make new friends, and im so happy and excited to work with these people! :D Ive worked in retail for 4 years NON STOP and this has been the longest ive ever been un employed.. which was 3 weeks? i don't want that to happen EVER AGAIN. the worst thing about coming home from colorado to no best friends, was being unproductive, and in my room.
MY BIKE IS FIXED! (although i got a flat today which will be repaired quickly)
The biggest bummer lately was all the let downs that I've had. I thought i could depend and lean on a lot of people during this terrible rough ass patch in my life. but they weren't around. Now that things are slowly piecing together i realized. i can depend on myself! thank you Diana.. Thank you for NOT staying in your room and TRYING! And this whole experience definitely brought me closer to my mom :) which i thought would never happen
the only friends i have and need in tucson are anthony, kassandra, and travis. I think thats it
the occasional online chats with shelly and britt help me out
and of course my best friends whom i have to listen to through a telephone :(
(emily and krystessa)
I know everyone in Tucson. But i sure don't love em all
(not as much as these guys ^^^)
so if your reading this
and your name is in this entry
I LOVE YOU, THANK YOU
and please dont leave me <3
my life has been me, spinning in circles with my eyes closed and people slapping me in the face along the way. Thats probably the best way i can explain it. I've been confused as fuck and sad as fuck.. blind mostly and not wanting to realize certain things. But id say this past week has changed my views on everything
I've been doing a lot of hanging with the big bro Anthony, I really don't know what i would do without him? Hes funny no matter what. Its tough to be down and sad around him. And when were together we have the best of luck, we meet the coolest people, its weird. we've been destined to be a team
Also Kassandra Lau has been making my life a whole lot better this past week. I havent hung out with her or talked to her this much in a long time. I forgot how BADASS she was, And Kassandra if you read this dude. YOU HAVE THE BEST MENTALITY about everything. the certain things i hear you say dude... you kind of an inspiration (as gay as that sounds). and once again. its just way too hard to be mad or sad about anything around her
Today i got a job finaly! at Time Market on University!
i really wanted a job downtown again and i got it! the people there are amazing, sweetest/nicest people and its going to be a good place to meet new people, make new friends, and im so happy and excited to work with these people! :D Ive worked in retail for 4 years NON STOP and this has been the longest ive ever been un employed.. which was 3 weeks? i don't want that to happen EVER AGAIN. the worst thing about coming home from colorado to no best friends, was being unproductive, and in my room.
MY BIKE IS FIXED! (although i got a flat today which will be repaired quickly)
The biggest bummer lately was all the let downs that I've had. I thought i could depend and lean on a lot of people during this terrible rough ass patch in my life. but they weren't around. Now that things are slowly piecing together i realized. i can depend on myself! thank you Diana.. Thank you for NOT staying in your room and TRYING! And this whole experience definitely brought me closer to my mom :) which i thought would never happen
the only friends i have and need in tucson are anthony, kassandra, and travis. I think thats it
the occasional online chats with shelly and britt help me out
and of course my best friends whom i have to listen to through a telephone :(
(emily and krystessa)
I know everyone in Tucson. But i sure don't love em all
(not as much as these guys ^^^)
so if your reading this
and your name is in this entry
I LOVE YOU, THANK YOU
and please dont leave me <3