definately PMSing but you cant blame everything on that, mister

[cinq]

i just feel like everything is either really wrong or really right and i cant decide, like maybe ive made some mistakes, and like maybe i am changing a little. im just bored, mentally dead and abused, and desperate for a little romance. or maybe im happy in this state of life right now, have got everything going for me, and overlook small but very important details that are better than some special little rose petal or candle. i enjoy every little thing i do and realize that no one is like me or us, but i hope im not the only one enjoying them. some people just dont have any emotion, and i could never live like that, but i guess it works.

and i need a project for my montreal bottle caps, but i think i might have an ideaa