Breaking the cycle

[cinpii]

I don't know if it's because my emotions have been a carousel lately (blame work stress) or because I've simply outgrew it, but I realized that buying doujinshi and fanarts doesn't make me happy anymore.  Reflecting on my purchases and the amount of money I squandered at AX, it's time for me to stop that.  I'm moving on.

Before, AX was my way

Comments

[aspirea]

I know what you mean. I don't think I'm going to AFO at all-- due to the fact that I'm simply not interest/obsess with anime that much anymore. Haha, outgrew it. But, I still like it. Just not like I used to be. At first, I didn't want to go to Megacon, but then... I heard Duel Jewel was coming, so I went to get an autograph & picture. So, I go only when artists I like--wish Gackt would go down to Florida [sigh].

Hahaha, I was so excited when I read "wedding funds" and then, you shot down me with "No, Gema didn't propose yet." Weddings are expensive, especially if you have like 100+ coming [in my family, it's a miracle if we only have 100. Unfortunately, family is a big large per se... with... too many cousins, aunts, etc.] Really good luck with that. :D

Well, you guys use train systems down there right? :3 FL doesn't have any over here. So, we all have to use cars. I'm sure you'll do fine! =) Highways are much easier since you don't have stop signs or traffic lights. :) But, I'm sure you could do it! Don't be afraid of it~!!

I'm turning 20 soon. But, I just worry about college & stuff like that. >__< maybe it's because i'm stingy. really stingy with money. so, i save money loads & spend the things i want like music, books & food. & of course, travel plans.

Though, it's kind of sad though. I like anime. But, not like I used to. I used to like read/watch it because it was something i'm interest in. And I feel sad that I have lost that sort of interest. =3