Jun 27, 2005 01:03
I often wonder if sometimes life is too good to be true. Like latly everything has been going soo great and dont get me wrong I love every minute of it. It just scares me of when something might happen to rain on my parade or for my rollar coaster to drop.
Like I know I often refer to life as a rollar coaster but if you think about it, it really is. Especially an inside rollar coaster not knowing when the next up, down, or curve will take you. Not being able to grasp its speed or rotation because just when you think you have it down it takes a few hills, a big drop, a slow up, or a minor curve. Just like with rollar coasters I believe the unknown is the big thrill of life. And sometimes the scares can be rather frightning but at the same time the outcome or what comes next can be rather thrilling or exciting.
I hope I didnt sound pessimistic when I started this entry because that is the last thing I want to be... I'm all about being optimistic and find the brighter things out of every down fall... I'm hoping someday I may have that mastered! Maybe even write a book to help others! Although I know no one is perfect its still a nice thought to try my hardest! To give it my all... like when it comes to Steve and I!