What else could I ask for
Today was a pretty sweet day...cannot complain! Talked to my baby this morning which I do every morning...and I love it... I look forward to our morning chats no matter how long or short they are.
I also worked today but the time went by rather fast... it wasnt too busy neither was it completly dead so it was grand. I worked with Grant for the first half of my shift which wasnt too bad and then Jen for the second half... I always enjoy working with Jen because shes a talker and she tells me fun stories... about her and kids and what not... today we got on the topic of love and relationships. It was soo cute cuz she totally glows when she talks about her boyfriend she seems really happy. I talked about Steve and how much I care about him and how much I love being with him... we exchanged stories about our guys and what we love the most about them... I just hope I glow when I talk about Steve...because I truly care about him, but in some ways I feel I dont show it as much as I feel. I wonder if i'm sometimes hiding my emotions and feelings deep down.
I want everyone to be able to see and feel how I feel just by my expressions and the way I talk about him... but I worry sometimes that I'm not doing a good job of this. I love everything about Steve he is absolutly amazing. I feel something with him that I've never felt before. I care for him as I've never cared for anyone! I hope i'm not just caught up in the moment... I hope what I feel is real. I really pray that I dont mess things up because I definatly have a way of doing that... finding minor things wrong, turn them into pet peeves, then push them away... I hope this never happens again... or at least not to the point where he does leave and never comes back... Cuz I am famous for drving boys away...
I also worked today but the time went by rather fast... it wasnt too busy neither was it completly dead so it was grand. I worked with Grant for the first half of my shift which wasnt too bad and then Jen for the second half... I always enjoy working with Jen because shes a talker and she tells me fun stories... about her and kids and what not... today we got on the topic of love and relationships. It was soo cute cuz she totally glows when she talks about her boyfriend she seems really happy. I talked about Steve and how much I care about him and how much I love being with him... we exchanged stories about our guys and what we love the most about them... I just hope I glow when I talk about Steve...because I truly care about him, but in some ways I feel I dont show it as much as I feel. I wonder if i'm sometimes hiding my emotions and feelings deep down.
I want everyone to be able to see and feel how I feel just by my expressions and the way I talk about him... but I worry sometimes that I'm not doing a good job of this. I love everything about Steve he is absolutly amazing. I feel something with him that I've never felt before. I care for him as I've never cared for anyone! I hope i'm not just caught up in the moment... I hope what I feel is real. I really pray that I dont mess things up because I definatly have a way of doing that... finding minor things wrong, turn them into pet peeves, then push them away... I hope this never happens again... or at least not to the point where he does leave and never comes back... Cuz I am famous for drving boys away...