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[cinnamoop]

I've always wondered if it's possible to feel like you're going through a breakup without physically going out with someone. Honestly I don't know what I'm going through but it feels as if one of us jumped on a jet plane and suddenly flew half way around the world. There was no gradual separation. I don't know if it's me or if it's you. I don't remember if there was actually a gradual separation. I just remember that right before entering university, somehow one ,or both, of us changed. It might be for the better but as with breakups, or so I hear, things are pretty awkward if things do not cleanly break off. I find it pretty awkward right now.. ;_;

I feel so young..