[[the beast you've made of me]]
i am full of irritation these days, ugh
since i'm a dog soul, it will come as no surprise that i get lonely quite easily. particularly if, as right now, i don't have a firm "master" figure. i have strong moments of disjointedness, of abandonment, and of being very, very alone. it kinda sucks.
also, the ex is likely dating someone. this girl from my damn town who was one of the ones who he cheated on me with. (notice i say 'one of the ones'.) ugh. i feel so fucking stupid about all of that now, looking back. i just can't believe i was so fucking stupid and i just ignored everything. anyways, to the point, she's a trashy whore and so is he, she's an alcoholic, so is he, she's known for sleeping with other girl's boyfriends and he's known for cheating.
yay what a beautiful couple.
apparently, according to my sister, she doesn't want to date him, though, but she cares about him a lot? (lol wat, sounds to me like she doesn't want to be tied down to anybody.) regardless, i don't like either of them and i wish he'd stay the fuck out of my town. i swear to god, if i ever ran into him in person i'd probably kick him in the balls.
also, this girl apparently is always in church. every sunday and wednesday and she's invited my sister to come along lol yay :D
wtf hypocrisy i hate it
since i'm a dog soul, it will come as no surprise that i get lonely quite easily. particularly if, as right now, i don't have a firm "master" figure. i have strong moments of disjointedness, of abandonment, and of being very, very alone. it kinda sucks.
also, the ex is likely dating someone. this girl from my damn town who was one of the ones who he cheated on me with. (notice i say 'one of the ones'.) ugh. i feel so fucking stupid about all of that now, looking back. i just can't believe i was so fucking stupid and i just ignored everything. anyways, to the point, she's a trashy whore and so is he, she's an alcoholic, so is he, she's known for sleeping with other girl's boyfriends and he's known for cheating.
yay what a beautiful couple.
apparently, according to my sister, she doesn't want to date him, though, but she cares about him a lot? (lol wat, sounds to me like she doesn't want to be tied down to anybody.) regardless, i don't like either of them and i wish he'd stay the fuck out of my town. i swear to god, if i ever ran into him in person i'd probably kick him in the balls.
also, this girl apparently is always in church. every sunday and wednesday and she's invited my sister to come along lol yay :D
wtf hypocrisy i hate it