Breaking point past and dealt with
Yesterday I posted about a friend hitting her breaking point and how bad it was....things always get worse before they get better, and after talking to her again, they did.....she got even more depressed and down...to the point where she couldnt even eat (she threw it back up) probably one of the lowest points in her life (so she said...) but shes better now....she STILL wont tell me what it was...but she dealt with it (hopefully she didnt hurt anyone...im proud of her for not hurting herself...for someone like her, physical pain is preferable to emotional pain...(personally I agree) and given that shes rather bloody minded....it could have been ugly.....(at least she doesnt collect knives and swords like me.....*shudders*) Anyway, shes better and sounded like her old self....and she wasnt lying for my benefit. She really IS better. Then again, shes never down for long! Next time I see her, Ill beat it out of her if I have to...
Lets see....for me....*shrugs* things arent bad....well, Ive decided to no longer feel bad and have a personal "pity-party" about my situation. No Im not pleased at the circumstances, No I dont want to leave Japan. But I have to, so I will. Im not going to piss and moan about it anymore (then again....Ive been doing my normal bad habit and just shutting down about it....I cant keep doing that!) So Im going to deal with it. I will have fun for the remainder of my time here, pack up, and leave with no regrets. Its not sayonara, its simply ja ne! Because Im not gone for good. Ive got things I have to accomplish in the states, and a limited time to do it in. So, I will. My future is so bright, and theres SO many things I want to do, and I WILL do, so Im going to get to it. Everything happens for a reason, so Im going to do my best to find the reason and make the most of it.
Thats pretty much it......nothing else earth-shattering is going on....but I am desiring dessert, and I shall go find it!
hari haribol!
Cinnamon Skye
Lets see....for me....*shrugs* things arent bad....well, Ive decided to no longer feel bad and have a personal "pity-party" about my situation. No Im not pleased at the circumstances, No I dont want to leave Japan. But I have to, so I will. Im not going to piss and moan about it anymore (then again....Ive been doing my normal bad habit and just shutting down about it....I cant keep doing that!) So Im going to deal with it. I will have fun for the remainder of my time here, pack up, and leave with no regrets. Its not sayonara, its simply ja ne! Because Im not gone for good. Ive got things I have to accomplish in the states, and a limited time to do it in. So, I will. My future is so bright, and theres SO many things I want to do, and I WILL do, so Im going to get to it. Everything happens for a reason, so Im going to do my best to find the reason and make the most of it.
Thats pretty much it......nothing else earth-shattering is going on....but I am desiring dessert, and I shall go find it!
hari haribol!
Cinnamon Skye