Oct 08, 2005 14:04
well you know how everyone is questioning why?? why johnathan??? honestly i dont know.. but i began to think. i remembered we had english together back in 7th grade. yeah we had speech together last year, but for some reason english makes me think of good times.
i had just moved here in 7th grade, and i was put in mr. larsons english class. right infront of johnathan. hes very quiet, and well, im not. so we got along great. We used to get into soo much trouble in english for cheating,and mostly just talking.but it was great.
the sad part is, i cant remember.
i can remember what we talked about, a speech he gave,talking, but i cant remember his face. i can see his body,his clothes, but his face is like, erased from my memory.
felix told me i used to like him, but i cant remember that either.
its like an itch and its bothering me.
i just neeed to remember...just need to remember.
today, im realy sick, asthma attacks and alergies because im in dallas and theres tons of cedar here.
i cant breathe.