1 down, 2 to go!
well i got through one week without him...and let me tell you it was hard....it seemed like all we did was fight! b/c were both too damn proud and stubborn to admit that we really miss eachother so it just created friction. he cant call me as much as hed like to b/c he works so much and then falls right to sleep b/c hes so tired.
i went up to westfield last night to see him, i drove an hour and a half just to spend like 5 hours with him....but it was worth it. last night was so perfect, but today im having like withdrawal symptoms...i miss him even more. we still have two weeks to go! and hes not even in westfield anymore last night was his last night...they moved him up to teaneck which is right by the ny border...another hour and a half farther, so next weekend i couldnt even go see him if i wanted to...its not logical...drive 3 hours just to see him for five? and plus i think i start my weekends over at new lisbon on friday so i wont be able to even if i wanted to.
i got there at like 7 and we went out to eat, then we found a hotel and got a room for a few hours and just spent time together and made up for all the fighting we did over the week....and then at like 1230 i took him back to the armory and i went back to the hotel room and slept in a big king size bed.....all by myself.
sigh.....this is hard. and he was telling me this kind of thing could happen all the time, since alot of the troops in nj are deployed in the middle east, they need to pull reserves out of their regular lives and keep them at bases all over nj to fix things and guard the bases and whatnot.
it figures i find someone im really truly happy with and theyre taken away from me. maybe this is God's way of punishing me for all the hearts ive broken in the past. all i can do is hope that he doesnt get deployed overseas! i can handle him being away from me but still being in jersey, but if he left for the middle east......ugh, i dont even wanna think about it. who knows....all i do know is i hope the next two weeks fly by!
i went up to westfield last night to see him, i drove an hour and a half just to spend like 5 hours with him....but it was worth it. last night was so perfect, but today im having like withdrawal symptoms...i miss him even more. we still have two weeks to go! and hes not even in westfield anymore last night was his last night...they moved him up to teaneck which is right by the ny border...another hour and a half farther, so next weekend i couldnt even go see him if i wanted to...its not logical...drive 3 hours just to see him for five? and plus i think i start my weekends over at new lisbon on friday so i wont be able to even if i wanted to.
i got there at like 7 and we went out to eat, then we found a hotel and got a room for a few hours and just spent time together and made up for all the fighting we did over the week....and then at like 1230 i took him back to the armory and i went back to the hotel room and slept in a big king size bed.....all by myself.
sigh.....this is hard. and he was telling me this kind of thing could happen all the time, since alot of the troops in nj are deployed in the middle east, they need to pull reserves out of their regular lives and keep them at bases all over nj to fix things and guard the bases and whatnot.
it figures i find someone im really truly happy with and theyre taken away from me. maybe this is God's way of punishing me for all the hearts ive broken in the past. all i can do is hope that he doesnt get deployed overseas! i can handle him being away from me but still being in jersey, but if he left for the middle east......ugh, i dont even wanna think about it. who knows....all i do know is i hope the next two weeks fly by!