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i am so scared.
scared that i will fail chemistry
that i will do bad on the SATs
that i won't get into the college that i want to
that no one will ever love me
that he will forget about me
that i will never be good enough, that he always looks at me as though i'm half of what he wants
that i will never get to read as many books as i want to, especially since i havent read one on my own in almost a year
that summer is not going to work out how i want it to
that the bad grades i'm getting now will come back to haunt me when i'm doing college applications
that prom is going to suck
that people won't ever really see the things that way i do
that i won't have enough for my film portfolio
that you won't remember me later.
scared that i will fail chemistry
that i will do bad on the SATs
that i won't get into the college that i want to
that no one will ever love me
that he will forget about me
that i will never be good enough, that he always looks at me as though i'm half of what he wants
that i will never get to read as many books as i want to, especially since i havent read one on my own in almost a year
that summer is not going to work out how i want it to
that the bad grades i'm getting now will come back to haunt me when i'm doing college applications
that prom is going to suck
that people won't ever really see the things that way i do
that i won't have enough for my film portfolio
that you won't remember me later.