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i remember when i was a sassy little kid and sandra would pay me 25 cents to roll my eyes because she thought it was hilarious. i dont think i can do it as well anymore.
simple things aren't so simple anymore.
i still find myself looking for him at lunch in the annex. i hate myself for it, and everytime lauren catches me doing it she gets mad. i just cant help it. what am i supposed to say to him in the halls? nothing? its so weird. i know i could never ever be with him again, or anything, i dont even know if we could be on a friend basis because he is so misleading with the things he says and his actions. he's just a hurtful person. hurtful hurtful.
today i ate 5 chewy granola bars and a package of ritz crackers because i havent left my room since i got home from school. stupid mom is a stupid meanie. i dont even want to talk to her. she's unreasonable.
simple things aren't so simple anymore.
i still find myself looking for him at lunch in the annex. i hate myself for it, and everytime lauren catches me doing it she gets mad. i just cant help it. what am i supposed to say to him in the halls? nothing? its so weird. i know i could never ever be with him again, or anything, i dont even know if we could be on a friend basis because he is so misleading with the things he says and his actions. he's just a hurtful person. hurtful hurtful.
today i ate 5 chewy granola bars and a package of ritz crackers because i havent left my room since i got home from school. stupid mom is a stupid meanie. i dont even want to talk to her. she's unreasonable.