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so im at my house and i finally have the internet. why? because with all the dumb games that ps watevers and nintendo ds that fong has he got through to someone's wireless internet. it was just acidentally done. so i come home one night and he's sittin here on the computer and im wickedly confused as to how he got on. i ask him a thousand questions and of course he doesnt give me any straight answers. two days later im still confused and trying to clean my room and i trip over a cord (of the many that we have laying around) and im like wat is this??? so i follow it and duh it was for the wireless thing. im thinking omg that punk. he totally could have just told me that it was wireless i would have understood it but he didnt and i was left to feeling dumb for two days. not cool.
i kinda want to look for a new job. my job doesnt pay enough for all the crap that i have to go through. i know that if i do what if that job isnt as flexible as this one??? cause right now i can ask for any day off given that i work my four days a week and it wouldnt be a big problem. it's kinda hard to decide cause i could so easily become a manager right now too it's just that i dont cause eventhough i'd get paid more i would also be getting a whole lot of other stuff to do as a manager and i dont think i want to do that. also i really would like to get my butt back to school. i just need to decide what i want to really really do. cause i decided that i could always do my own hair and makeup and if i did want to persue it i would just wait for my sister in law to finally set up her shop and just go there and practice. ahgkahghljajgahglap.....im really undecisive right now. like fong says the only thing you were sure of was getting married to me. which is true but that makes me sound like i dont know a lot of things and i dont want to be like that so i gotta gotta make up my mind. it's gonna be hard. why cant i just shop for the rest of my life. i know what i like and want when i go shopping and it's so much easier to spend money and look nice then try to make decisions like that. gggggggggggrrrrrrrrrrrrrr.
aniways i dont know what we are gonna be doing for our anniversary. he said one thing then he said he might go hunting with his brothers, dad, and brother in law, so i told him that if he was just give me some money and i'll go shopping and that would be his gift to me and i'd be happy tooo. i dont think he liked that idea too much but we'll see.
ohhhhhh. HAPPY 21st BIRTHDAY MARIE!! im sure you were out partyin all night yesterday...that's what i would have done!!
i kinda want to look for a new job. my job doesnt pay enough for all the crap that i have to go through. i know that if i do what if that job isnt as flexible as this one??? cause right now i can ask for any day off given that i work my four days a week and it wouldnt be a big problem. it's kinda hard to decide cause i could so easily become a manager right now too it's just that i dont cause eventhough i'd get paid more i would also be getting a whole lot of other stuff to do as a manager and i dont think i want to do that. also i really would like to get my butt back to school. i just need to decide what i want to really really do. cause i decided that i could always do my own hair and makeup and if i did want to persue it i would just wait for my sister in law to finally set up her shop and just go there and practice. ahgkahghljajgahglap.....im really undecisive right now. like fong says the only thing you were sure of was getting married to me. which is true but that makes me sound like i dont know a lot of things and i dont want to be like that so i gotta gotta make up my mind. it's gonna be hard. why cant i just shop for the rest of my life. i know what i like and want when i go shopping and it's so much easier to spend money and look nice then try to make decisions like that. gggggggggggrrrrrrrrrrrrrr.
aniways i dont know what we are gonna be doing for our anniversary. he said one thing then he said he might go hunting with his brothers, dad, and brother in law, so i told him that if he was just give me some money and i'll go shopping and that would be his gift to me and i'd be happy tooo. i dont think he liked that idea too much but we'll see.
ohhhhhh. HAPPY 21st BIRTHDAY MARIE!! im sure you were out partyin all night yesterday...that's what i would have done!!