Oct 23, 2005 16:57
I re-arranged my room! I LOVE IT! It makes more sense to me, and I can take more naps! YESH! I wish I had my green comfy chair from home. Yeah, it's from IKEA--where else would it be from? ANOTHER THING THAT'S MISSING: a puppy! I'm going to sneak one in...tee hee.
I sat up laughing with the girls last night. It was good times. We shared stories about my childhood, family and friends. I think we talked about celeb crushes we have...ahh, that was GREAT! I really miss being home with my crew, posse, group--TEEM. These are the best friends I've had since high school. And despite all the stupid things we've each done, we don't judge each other. Our place of good times: Chev-town or OC! I actually have a permanent room in my best friend's house. You can see the outline of my body in the guest room. Ahh! I love being loved!
Reflection is a good thing. I think it's time for a change. I have to work on trusting people. I just don't like feeling vulnerable. I like being able-bodied, and I've done this through keeping people at a distance. I need to let people IN my life, besides TEEM.