Sex As Therapy To My Bulimia!
I've noticed that whenever I have a large lifestyle change--like when my sister just came to visit me in nyc for a few weeks, or when i go on holiday-- I don't overeat or purge. The novelty of that however fades and I start again. When my sister was in NYC I got so creative with ways in which I could get her out of the house so that I could purge freely! Same here at my parents house in South Africa. For a while my relationship with food was as good as it gets then suddenly, bam bam...I get bored and starts scheming and purging again. Hate that this happens!
I've analyzed and analyzed and analyzed and come to the conclusion that this need is a mixture of some sort of dissatisfaction in life (it could be boredom, or something deeper, some unhappiness) and my bodies craving for junk! The need to be filled up!
It comforts me. When I was younger, books used to do this trick. Maybe I just need to have more sex...find another way to fill this 'void'. I wish!
Sex as therapy to my bulimia. It actually could work!
I've analyzed and analyzed and analyzed and come to the conclusion that this need is a mixture of some sort of dissatisfaction in life (it could be boredom, or something deeper, some unhappiness) and my bodies craving for junk! The need to be filled up!
It comforts me. When I was younger, books used to do this trick. Maybe I just need to have more sex...find another way to fill this 'void'. I wish!
Sex as therapy to my bulimia. It actually could work!