goodbye.
that was harder then when i said goodbye to lisa.
fucking hell. i wish i wasn't this way.
he means so much but i need to get better. i have to stop hurting myself & making him mad.
fuck fuck fuck fuck.
one day i want to be sane enough to talk to one of my best friends without falling to pieces.
fucking hell. i wish i wasn't this way.
he means so much but i need to get better. i have to stop hurting myself & making him mad.
fuck fuck fuck fuck.
one day i want to be sane enough to talk to one of my best friends without falling to pieces.