Jan 29, 2006 04:25
So I realized people ask me all the time, after I express to them that I like reading, what my favorite book is. Well I always say I like all kinds of stuff and that I love harry potter but the truth is, my favorite book is Enders Game. I remember reading the series for the first time. Its such a great book and you should all read it. I am reading it again and this time I am even more excited.
I am so stressed out because of my car and all my friends are taking such good care of me and people that I dont even hang out with that much are helping me. Connor helped me out and so did Jennifer Warrington which is amazing. Zach and Ender always help me out and so does Rich. I really would do anything for my friends. I care about them so much and I would never mind doing anyhting for them. That sounds so stupid but I really dont give a fuck. I really love everyone I hang out with but I feel like a jerk sometimes and I feel like I am really annoying for some reason. I dont talk that much anymore cause I feel like I am just a nuisance. I can not spell for the life of me. Today was such a great day for real though. I hung out with J.B. and realized how much I love playing guitar with him. We wrote some badass shit and I think everyone will appreciate it. Zach and I will become famous one day. I really believe that.
I will just go ahead and be honest here. I know last year I was not the person must of you met before that. I was a jerk and I went through so many changes. I became a more confident person but I became an asshole so I think im ready to be the J.J. I was before. If anyone of my friends, whether we talk alot or not, need anything I swear I will try my best to help you out. I know alot of us are going through so many changes and we are all stressed so I dont mid trying to help anyone. This all sounds so cheesy but its so true to me.
I think this upcoming weekend Im going to sit in my room and record the album of the year. Of course since I cant sing it will be instrumental. So when im done with that Ill let you guys all hear it. I already wrote some songs for it and its called Easier. Thats the name of the solo project so yeah I guess ill make a myspace or something but I mainly just want you guys to have something to fall asleep too.
I love all you guys though. Dont forget that
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Ok im done I swear.