"He's not even washing his hands."

[cinematicheartx]

I have been so emotional in the past week it's ridiculous. I've cried at least twice everyday and I have had that sick, empty feeling in my stomach. I've been sharing my feelings with inappropriate people and holding back with those who might actually care. I just feel so lonely, so sad, so confused. It's not even an enjoyable sad. I get angry with myself for caring enough to bother feeling sad.

I'm going back to campus tomorrow. It's going to be weird, being there all alone, but at least I'll have my bed and I won't feel like I'm intruding.

Oh, and New Year's Eve? It was okay. Just added to my empty, weird feeling, really. I don't even know.