wedding rings
everyone i know .. well not everyone i know is getting married or enaged or they are already married... i swear what is it about the winter time where people are starting to get engaged
dont get me wrong i am entirely excited for them.. and it only gives me smiles.. like sheena .. omg she is wonderful and it was soo precious how her bf proposed to her .. its just like my mind has been on getting a ring and getting married.. having the white dress and the church and everythign that comes with it .. i have just had weddings on my mind.. and it doesnt really help that there seems to be shows on every channel that is either about getting engaged, married , and having babies... *sighs*
i mean i am not necessairly ready to get married, but i mean i guess it is just the idea of getting married and everything that comes with it.. dress, pictures, SEX (hehe), possible kids down the line (which i mean dont make fun but i have names picked out) ... i just love the idea of it all and want my time to come .. which is crazy because i know that i am not ready for something that big .. i am still a kid my self and just dont htink im ready .. so does that make me crazy for thinking about all of this ?? i dont know
i mean i day dream from tiem to time about it all ... its crazy but i mean i guess that comes with being a girl.. but god damnit i want to get married and i want to look pretty !
dont get me wrong i am entirely excited for them.. and it only gives me smiles.. like sheena .. omg she is wonderful and it was soo precious how her bf proposed to her .. its just like my mind has been on getting a ring and getting married.. having the white dress and the church and everythign that comes with it .. i have just had weddings on my mind.. and it doesnt really help that there seems to be shows on every channel that is either about getting engaged, married , and having babies... *sighs*
i mean i am not necessairly ready to get married, but i mean i guess it is just the idea of getting married and everything that comes with it.. dress, pictures, SEX (hehe), possible kids down the line (which i mean dont make fun but i have names picked out) ... i just love the idea of it all and want my time to come .. which is crazy because i know that i am not ready for something that big .. i am still a kid my self and just dont htink im ready .. so does that make me crazy for thinking about all of this ?? i dont know
i mean i day dream from tiem to time about it all ... its crazy but i mean i guess that comes with being a girl.. but god damnit i want to get married and i want to look pretty !