student teaching
so yeah thats all my time has been filled up with lately and will be for the rest of the semester .. i swear i dont know how i am going to continue to get up every morning at 6:30 and get to school and be all happy and chipper every morning.. though the kids make it easy to smile every morning ! i havent been going there for a full week now and already i have fucked up about twice in the time i have been there .. once for almost loosing the enrollment forms and second for messing up a daily math problem on the board....
i was showing the kids the answer to the math problem and i completely read it wrong and gave them a completely wrong solution to the problem... so much that my teacher had to come in and save me from the hole that i was digging my self and show the kids the right answer .... of course she was there to lift me back up and tell me to not to worry that she even did it the first time that she saw the problem ... which calmed me down a little bit .. but still get discouraged a lot lately and thinking that i shouldnt be a teacher .. even though i know i can do some of the things.. just other areas i dont think im very strong in ... though i did do better on getting the kids attention today than i did on friday of last week... im just really nervous i guess and just doubting my abilities as a teacher and idont really know why
other than that im just peeachy .. jeff and i are doing good... and its good to see him every day .. well not every day butt almost everyday ... which is good and makes me happy ... i just dont want this next week to be over .. i want things to stay in the dorms like they are right now.. with NO ONE THERE !!! i want to have the room to myself and enjoy my morning time to my self.. turning the tv on and watching the morning news and getting my lunch together wiht out having to worry about waking someone up .. but all in all im just goin to have to do it in the room beacuse all of my stuff is in the room so i have no choice !!!! but oh well !
whats in store for this week.. more teaching .. well helping the kids correct their daily oral language and their daily math ! and hoping that i have their attention so they are learning about the correct formation of sentences and how to do simple math problems! other than that i get to see my family again on sat for my sisters game against sacred heart ! go lady knights!!!!
night all !
i was showing the kids the answer to the math problem and i completely read it wrong and gave them a completely wrong solution to the problem... so much that my teacher had to come in and save me from the hole that i was digging my self and show the kids the right answer .... of course she was there to lift me back up and tell me to not to worry that she even did it the first time that she saw the problem ... which calmed me down a little bit .. but still get discouraged a lot lately and thinking that i shouldnt be a teacher .. even though i know i can do some of the things.. just other areas i dont think im very strong in ... though i did do better on getting the kids attention today than i did on friday of last week... im just really nervous i guess and just doubting my abilities as a teacher and idont really know why
other than that im just peeachy .. jeff and i are doing good... and its good to see him every day .. well not every day butt almost everyday ... which is good and makes me happy ... i just dont want this next week to be over .. i want things to stay in the dorms like they are right now.. with NO ONE THERE !!! i want to have the room to myself and enjoy my morning time to my self.. turning the tv on and watching the morning news and getting my lunch together wiht out having to worry about waking someone up .. but all in all im just goin to have to do it in the room beacuse all of my stuff is in the room so i have no choice !!!! but oh well !
whats in store for this week.. more teaching .. well helping the kids correct their daily oral language and their daily math ! and hoping that i have their attention so they are learning about the correct formation of sentences and how to do simple math problems! other than that i get to see my family again on sat for my sisters game against sacred heart ! go lady knights!!!!
night all !