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well here i am... my last night in my room and its not even a full night. in just less than 5 hours i will be on my way to school. Pomona, NJ will be my new home for quite a while. i'm really excited but really terrified too. this is how my last day home went:
i woke up to a txt message from bri bri. so i got out of bed showered and got ready. we had lunch at the queen (round 1) and then went back to my house to hang out. saying goodbye to brian was probably one of the hardest pars of my day. wait the whole day was hard. oh god. but yea it was tough saying goodbye to him. we've been through a lot together in such a short amount of time. but it had to be done...
the second he left my house after awkward tearful (for me) goodbyes, sully and doug came over. and that was fun. we went to DQ so i could say goodbye one last time. i saw james and jess. jess who i was gonna see later anyway and JAMES who isnt gonna miss me ! yes he is. ill make him. yea ! next a quick stop to stopnshop so i could say goodbye to sean. then i drove them back to dougs house so i could get my cds back from doug and retrieve a cannon from him. yes a cannon. then we went BACK to my house so sully could get his car and i had to say goodbye. we did. and i cried as they walked away. then i went into my house and bawled. it really started to hit me.
finally, after loading the car up. i walked the walk to the skyline diner to meet mike, jess and allen. then we went BACK to queen where i saw everyone. and i mean everyone. including kids who i never wanted to see again. including kids i already said bye to ! (sully and doug). lets make this harder on me shall we? the car ride home was exciting. QUEEN rock out for old times sake. and it was intense. too bad mikes voice sucks now and he could barely sing it :P but it was so much fun.... that when i got out of the car and had to say goodbye to them. wow. just bad. mike especially. it was just bad. happy goodbyes but sad. ill see them soon but the fact that we're not available to each other anymore.... i can't see them whenever i want to.
so here i am again. in my room. really fucking sad. running on excessive caffeine and wondering what the hell is going to happen tomorrow. i mean really. tomorrow is such a pinacle point in my life. a day im going to remember forever. on no sleep whatsoever. oi. i want to try and write more in this once school starts. i know i always say that and i never do but this is an important time in my life. i want to document it. so we'll see how well i keep that intent. until then. adieu ringwood. you will always be in my heart no matter what towns get in the way. i love the wood best and we all know it ;)
<3
"It used to be so easy
I never even tried
Yeah, it used to be so easy...
But the last day of summer never felt so cold
The last day of summer never felt so old"
fond memories
ZzzWarrior: hey do u remember that time we went to disney world and u got deuched on the water slide
ZzzWarrior: that was some good times
skylinesilhouett: HAHAHAHAHAHAH
skylinesilhouett: oh god
skylinesilhouett: the best deuche of my life
ZzzWarrior: lol theres been more?
skylinesilhouett: no... but it will ALWAYS be the best no matter what
ZzzWarrior: lol
ZzzWarrior: oh sweet memories
i woke up to a txt message from bri bri. so i got out of bed showered and got ready. we had lunch at the queen (round 1) and then went back to my house to hang out. saying goodbye to brian was probably one of the hardest pars of my day. wait the whole day was hard. oh god. but yea it was tough saying goodbye to him. we've been through a lot together in such a short amount of time. but it had to be done...
the second he left my house after awkward tearful (for me) goodbyes, sully and doug came over. and that was fun. we went to DQ so i could say goodbye one last time. i saw james and jess. jess who i was gonna see later anyway and JAMES who isnt gonna miss me ! yes he is. ill make him. yea ! next a quick stop to stopnshop so i could say goodbye to sean. then i drove them back to dougs house so i could get my cds back from doug and retrieve a cannon from him. yes a cannon. then we went BACK to my house so sully could get his car and i had to say goodbye. we did. and i cried as they walked away. then i went into my house and bawled. it really started to hit me.
finally, after loading the car up. i walked the walk to the skyline diner to meet mike, jess and allen. then we went BACK to queen where i saw everyone. and i mean everyone. including kids who i never wanted to see again. including kids i already said bye to ! (sully and doug). lets make this harder on me shall we? the car ride home was exciting. QUEEN rock out for old times sake. and it was intense. too bad mikes voice sucks now and he could barely sing it :P but it was so much fun.... that when i got out of the car and had to say goodbye to them. wow. just bad. mike especially. it was just bad. happy goodbyes but sad. ill see them soon but the fact that we're not available to each other anymore.... i can't see them whenever i want to.
so here i am again. in my room. really fucking sad. running on excessive caffeine and wondering what the hell is going to happen tomorrow. i mean really. tomorrow is such a pinacle point in my life. a day im going to remember forever. on no sleep whatsoever. oi. i want to try and write more in this once school starts. i know i always say that and i never do but this is an important time in my life. i want to document it. so we'll see how well i keep that intent. until then. adieu ringwood. you will always be in my heart no matter what towns get in the way. i love the wood best and we all know it ;)
<3
"It used to be so easy
I never even tried
Yeah, it used to be so easy...
But the last day of summer never felt so cold
The last day of summer never felt so old"
fond memories
ZzzWarrior: hey do u remember that time we went to disney world and u got deuched on the water slide
ZzzWarrior: that was some good times
skylinesilhouett: HAHAHAHAHAHAH
skylinesilhouett: oh god
skylinesilhouett: the best deuche of my life
ZzzWarrior: lol theres been more?
skylinesilhouett: no... but it will ALWAYS be the best no matter what
ZzzWarrior: lol
ZzzWarrior: oh sweet memories