growing pains
im trying to believe i can be stronger. i want to be, for myself more than anything. then why do i think i dont have any reason to? everyday is a new reason to try and better myself for everything ive ever done wrong. my motivation hasnt waned. but that doesnt mean i wouldnt like someone or something to be strong for. maybe its better i dont. then theres still nothing to strive for for anyone other than myself. to be able to get through it all- if i could be exactly who i want to be for myself and no one else, i couldnt care less who approves of or who denys me.
im going to change. and im going to love every tear that falls in the process. because i dont want to be afraid anymore. i dont want to feel small and feeble. i can show the world that i too can stand on my own two feet. i wont need a cane to help me up. i wont neeed heels to appear taller than i really am. and you know what? im looking forward to all of the falls and stumbles on the way.
<3
"No more fighting.
This is only a waste of our time
'cause soon we'll be leaving.
Will this strength still be mine?
I'll look out for you 'til I die, 'til I rot.
I'll remember you 'til I die, until I rot.
You're what keeps me believing the world's not gone dead,
Strength in my bones put the words in my head.
When they pour out to paper, it's all for you.
Cause that's what you do"
im going to change. and im going to love every tear that falls in the process. because i dont want to be afraid anymore. i dont want to feel small and feeble. i can show the world that i too can stand on my own two feet. i wont need a cane to help me up. i wont neeed heels to appear taller than i really am. and you know what? im looking forward to all of the falls and stumbles on the way.
<3
"No more fighting.
This is only a waste of our time
'cause soon we'll be leaving.
Will this strength still be mine?
I'll look out for you 'til I die, 'til I rot.
I'll remember you 'til I die, until I rot.
You're what keeps me believing the world's not gone dead,
Strength in my bones put the words in my head.
When they pour out to paper, it's all for you.
Cause that's what you do"