bring in the new me!......
2005: I made friends, lost some, and to some... you know even though all the fights we have had.. I still love you more than anything! I enjoyed going through the crazieness of graduating and then going through a summer of love, lust, and the most amazing times of my life. Those times will never be forgotten. I started a whole new experience and started college. I have grown, stayed the same, and everything else. Now that it has come to and end I look back and see one of the best years yet. Though I look forward and get so excited because of how amazing this one will be. Lots of hard work, determination, friendships, and more work. Gotta love it. I am excited.. Look out 2006! Here I come!!!!
On other notes:
Was it the first "wait, i havn't gotten a hug from you yet"
or was it the car rides
but it might have been the other 3 good bye hugs
or i think it was waking up and seeing him 3 feet away
actually i know when it was,
that last hug.
the one when he laid next to me and held me for that short while.
That was it, the moment when I remembered so many moments.
the moment that I realized that I was a fool for him,
also the moment when I knew that no matter what... he still cares.
And then I was happy just b/c I spent the first hours of 2006 with him.
:-)
On other notes:
Was it the first "wait, i havn't gotten a hug from you yet"
or was it the car rides
but it might have been the other 3 good bye hugs
or i think it was waking up and seeing him 3 feet away
actually i know when it was,
that last hug.
the one when he laid next to me and held me for that short while.
That was it, the moment when I remembered so many moments.
the moment that I realized that I was a fool for him,
also the moment when I knew that no matter what... he still cares.
And then I was happy just b/c I spent the first hours of 2006 with him.
:-)