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her death put such an empty feeling in the pit of my stomach.
drug court is making me so lonely. i do nothing all day, everyday. i go to meetings... and go on the computer. that's all i do. while watching the academy awards tonight i wished so badly that i could be there... i told my mom that i would rather write an award winning script than star in the actual movie. i wish my dreams weren't so farfetched. maybe i'm just a pessimist.
drug court is making me so lonely. i do nothing all day, everyday. i go to meetings... and go on the computer. that's all i do. while watching the academy awards tonight i wished so badly that i could be there... i told my mom that i would rather write an award winning script than star in the actual movie. i wish my dreams weren't so farfetched. maybe i'm just a pessimist.