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finally.

we talked tonight. it's back to normal..
only i'm broken.
tomorrow i'm going to take my suboxone so that we can hang out without any withdrawal symptoms.
it's really pathetic when arguably the worst drug in the world can't even get me high..
wow.
i really never thought i'd be this person...
i can't even remember living any other way..
i'm just as addicted to the life style as i am the drug..
but i have such a good fucking time..
i'm always busy
always with my friends
always doing something
and always feeling good.
but i will stop for you.
you are my everything.

i'm sooo crazy... HAAAAHhahhA