Love me love me not
Ok - Let the games commence. Only bluffing not feeling that brave.
I was visiting a friend & discussing new ways to restart love & life. Before I realised what was happening I was on a dating site with my friend practically pulling my bankcard from my purse. She got all excited & thought that this was a wonderful idea - would she do it??
No....never but she has a really good feeling that it will be wonderful for me. Hmmmm, yeah right - anyway nothing ventured nothing gained. How do you describe yourself….OMG this is so hard. I can’t say that my sons claim that their messy rooms are therapy for me …ok I’ll explain…
…The boys say that I have OCD - I don’t, because if I did the whole house would be perfect wouldn’t it?
Anyway they say that I am saving on therapy bills because their keeping it at bay. I tell my friend expecting her to laugh but she just puts her head to the side & says “Clever boys”….what is that supposed to mean?
Next - do put my photo on - God no!!! What if my staff see it? What if my ex sees it? Ok now veering towards putting it on……another friend got me a fridge magnet that says
I still miss my ex husband
But
My aim is getting better
At last a decision - I’ll put my photo on for the last week - I’m such a coward. I don’t know how men cope with doing all the asking & risking rejections - it must be so hard. I know that women can do it too but not this one. I want a man to be a man so that I can be me. I work in a male environment & don’t relish being seen as a sexual challenge. This has to be different. Oh it’s so exciting!!!
I went home & felt like a naughty school girl when I got “caught” on the site lol I should have known better as the boys all wanted a look & are bound to vet any potential suitors
I’ll keep you posted….