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so I suppose here I should be 'deep' and include all of my thoughts not only the world's mysterious workings but also everyone I know and what they do and who they are because obviously I know better than they do about themselves. That's livejournal for ya'
Unfortunetely, I don't really care. Sorry to disppoint my fans.
I should be reading... but I'm not
I should shower... but I'd rather play frisbee
I shouldn't cut my hair but it's bothering the fuck out of me
Gah! (here's the livejournal complaining bit) It bothers me to sound so girlish, but I'd really like someone in the guy department. That would be nice. Actually, I don't even need a guy persay, I just want someone as playful as me. It would be perfect if the playmate was an attractive man as well but I'm not in the place to push it. I wanna play all the time. We could play lazertag, paintball, ticklefights, pillow fights, arcades, go on road trips, go exploring, go for a picnics, go to playgrounds. dance, go hiking, anything really. Doesn't really matter what we're doing just THAT we're doing, and having fun.
I recently realised that I'm lacking in rarely unoccupied area of my life. I don't really have a 'best friend'. I mean yes yes, I have friends that I'm close to in different ways and that bullshit but for once in a very long time, I have no one that I'm truely close to. It's so odd for me. Usually I meet someone and boom! I'm hooked. I hate that about me and it always gets me hurt but it's what i do. EXCEPT now. So here I am, lacking a relationship and a close friend and is it that bad? Not really. I don't feel obligated to anyone. Though that could be the meds...
I have two weeks left of classes
One of finals
Three weeks til I'm home.
One to settle in
One for surgery
and then I get to start working.
If you haven't seen me lately lemme update you:
I've bleached my hair twice and dyed it once in a week and a half.
It's been 6 colors in one week and I have one more box of dye.
Don't worry, I'm waiting to use it.
I'm going to read outside...
maybe