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Big bear this weekend. Lots of boos and stufff. I didn't participate. Felt awkward and felt that I did not belong. Met great people. Got sick. Couldn't do my hw. Felt like everybody else was just amazing with what they could accomplish. Felt inadequate. Hungry. EXTREMELY Tired. Out of place(already said huh?) AMAZING SCENERY=have to come back with parents. There was a sign on the bathroom door. If you could live in a lake house then you are pretty lucky or something. Felt guilty for not appreciating life. Wish I had a cleansing like all the authors who go off into wilderness. I didn't. Got angry about physics regarding friend. No details now. I got jealous. I got sick. It was certainly unforgettable. I don't know if I regret going or not. Hard to say. I miss my mom.