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Today my house is in mourning...my little Tilly girl, sweet Tilly-lily, was hit by an unknown vehicle while crossing the street to come home. This happened while I was at the mall - the maids sent me the news via Messenger.
I managed to keep everything together while asking security to pick her up and find a place for her in the Village pet cemetery. Maybe it was for the best that I wasn't home, or I would have been a total wreck, just as I was with Tino, and Pie so long ago.
Kept it together though I almost lost it while buying the pet food that was the reason for me being at the mall. it wasn't until everything was tucked away in the car and the bagger had gone, that everything came pouring out. I was sobbing for a good five minutes while I got the car ready to go, and managed to pull together again.
Managed to offload the car without drama, and it wasn't until I closed the door to the bedroom that the waterworks started again. Sobbed and sniffled, and told the little love how much I would miss her, but that she would be all right with Parpar and the rest of the gang. My sweet little love, how I will miss you.
No doubt I will be crying myself to sleep, that's how I am. Things will be better tomorrow. Except for Tilly's abrupt departure for the Rainbow Bridge, the day went well. I managed to snag a sheet set on sale - Canadian, mommy's preferred brand. Florals on a white background, a pattern that Ramon liked, be it for sheets or my dresses.
Dinner was a somber affair. Dad was in one of his moods, so I gave him his Serotia and hopefully the caregiver will have a calm night.
Run free, Tilly. Tell Parpar hello.
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I managed to keep everything together while asking security to pick her up and find a place for her in the Village pet cemetery. Maybe it was for the best that I wasn't home, or I would have been a total wreck, just as I was with Tino, and Pie so long ago.
Kept it together though I almost lost it while buying the pet food that was the reason for me being at the mall. it wasn't until everything was tucked away in the car and the bagger had gone, that everything came pouring out. I was sobbing for a good five minutes while I got the car ready to go, and managed to pull together again.
Managed to offload the car without drama, and it wasn't until I closed the door to the bedroom that the waterworks started again. Sobbed and sniffled, and told the little love how much I would miss her, but that she would be all right with Parpar and the rest of the gang. My sweet little love, how I will miss you.
No doubt I will be crying myself to sleep, that's how I am. Things will be better tomorrow. Except for Tilly's abrupt departure for the Rainbow Bridge, the day went well. I managed to snag a sheet set on sale - Canadian, mommy's preferred brand. Florals on a white background, a pattern that Ramon liked, be it for sheets or my dresses.
Dinner was a somber affair. Dad was in one of his moods, so I gave him his Serotia and hopefully the caregiver will have a calm night.
Run free, Tilly. Tell Parpar hello.
This entry was originally posted at https://starshadow-rivaulx.dreamwidth.org/1700326.html. - there are
comments there. Comment wherever it suits you. :)