Nov 29, 2012 10:07
Heartbreak.
It's one of the most absurd things people could ever talk about. I mean, everybody goes through it at some point in time. I figured most should be used to it by now. Then again, I stand corrected. Every heartbreak is different. Each one of it hurts because we gave a part of us we cannot take back anymore. And in turn, a part of that person stays with you...for a long time...maybe forever.
When Jane said the truth I've been waiting to hear all these years, I had to admit that it still twinges my heart. Though, I know a slap of reality is what I needed.
"He doesn't really care."
It's true.
It's a fact that moving on is a process. Yes. I a m happy. I am busy. I barely think of him anymore. But at times, I still do...Like...now. But unlike before, I no longer cling on to hopes that maybe one day we'll be given a chance again. Now, I'm on reality's side...hoping and praying, that while I know I may never ever erase him from my memory, I'd have the courage to totally abandon the past.