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[cindy_lou_who_]

what am i fucking stupid, well if not that i am just really nosey. so yeah i saw sarah posted on aarons lj. and then i said stuff to a, that is none of my buisness. but no i couldnt stop there had to read her entire lj from the time i met her till now. i swear i have hurt me stamped across my forhead and im stupid. i mean seriously i knew she didnt like me but i didnt know that she loathed me. i mean its not a big deal we were never really friends or anything it just sorta hurts. and she thought i was a nympho what the fuck. and it was when i first met aaron... whatever it not important, its just sorta hard to think people hated me that much when all i wanted to do was make a good impression because they were aarons friends. oh well...

im sorry a, i shouldnt have said anything... please forgive me...

well now that i feel like shit hmm... puff chair... hehe well the cushion is in my living room wating for sara and laura when they get back... but until then im talking a permanent vacation... hehe... well maybe not.... but i might go sit in it

grrrr.... i hate feeling like this it ruins everything,... sorry... everyone be safe.

love ya bunches... mwaw