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[cindersella]

i just got back from some hotel party in naperville. everyone but me and chaz were pretty wasted, most of the time i would find that funny but it was just ridiculous. it was good to see scott southard again though haha. on the way back on 290W dan had to pee real bad so he let it loose in a cup and hurled it out the window. none of us had any intention with what was yet to come. chaz looked back to see maddy's windshield wipers on from the vaporized urine that attacked her car. laughter came upon us...heavily. i was screaming like a wild banchee. chaz was driving me home and we were at ela/palatine and i see this silhouette of this figure that reminded me so much of my brother. as he came closer to the dimmed light i realized this skinny legged, broad shouldered figure was infact my brother. we turned around and he jumped in. he told us of this quest he was going on with brian..with water and orange juice. yea i still dont quite get it. i wish i could've tagged along like i used to one year ago but the circumstances have changed. i'd still do anything for that trio, no matter how much destruction has been caused along the way. after we dropped jay off at roselle/palatine, his requested juncture, we turned around and saw somebody walking west on palatine, presumed to be brian. hopefully they found eachother and dont get hit by cars. i didnt drink tonight. i havent drinken any alcohol in over a month. i would be proud of myself but my ego cant handle being proud of itself; besides im sober for a real dumb reason, but hey it works for me. i also dont want to risk anything to let my mom down or effect her decision of letting me get my license (which i guess im getting next thursday, so im trying to buy a car this week). im gonna finish my pie i got from bakers square today with tom. its good.

ps. me and tom bought a carton of marlboro mild 100's and i dont really want to smoke the 3 packs i have left, so if anyone wants to buy them from me, that would be ever so nice.

rjp