"this is the song that I sing when I'm scared of something..."
"I don't know why but it helps be get over it."
Henry's first day of preschool went *swimmingly*. I feel a little silly but I knew I was being silly as things were going on. He was sweet and happy and all his teaches glowed at me. So. There it is. Four hours three days a week to get back to work. It's weird and overwhelming but exciting. As my therapist said, over and over and over again, we are both going through a stage of growing and growing hurts even when it's good.
I leave for Kansas City in 8 days. I'm more than willing to admit my anxiety over it but then again I'm excited to see my sister and my brother's family. Pictures will be had, let me tell you.
Oh lord, you guys. YOU GUYS. Spock and Kirk. I cried a lot. I cried and laughed and fangirled repeatedly. Timm looked at me incredulously a few times with the sign for "gay?". I always marvel at him getting fandom things even 8 years in.
With four hours of work every day I am going to have more time for fandom and hell freaking yes. I'm excited.
I'm feeling a lot of Star Trek, Darren Criss and Iron Mark/Cap Rogers in my future. Any recommendations are always welcome. <3
Henry's first day of preschool went *swimmingly*. I feel a little silly but I knew I was being silly as things were going on. He was sweet and happy and all his teaches glowed at me. So. There it is. Four hours three days a week to get back to work. It's weird and overwhelming but exciting. As my therapist said, over and over and over again, we are both going through a stage of growing and growing hurts even when it's good.
I leave for Kansas City in 8 days. I'm more than willing to admit my anxiety over it but then again I'm excited to see my sister and my brother's family. Pictures will be had, let me tell you.
Oh lord, you guys. YOU GUYS. Spock and Kirk. I cried a lot. I cried and laughed and fangirled repeatedly. Timm looked at me incredulously a few times with the sign for "gay?". I always marvel at him getting fandom things even 8 years in.
With four hours of work every day I am going to have more time for fandom and hell freaking yes. I'm excited.
I'm feeling a lot of Star Trek, Darren Criss and Iron Mark/Cap Rogers in my future. Any recommendations are always welcome. <3