For all those thinking, "Liz took an artistic steroid, what just happened?" No, I didn't. I WISH I could make that type of art but actually
openice did instead. Cause she RULES. OMG. Look at the pretty guys, LOOK. And even if you don't know the guys, just tell Jenna she rules, kay? Cause she does.
I have kind of become obsessed with the idea of these two and a lot of it is Reid. I have a think for broken, and lord I know we don't know much about his back story but that guy has broken written all over him. The scene in the bar last week particularly jumped out at me as this turning point of his character. He was willing to give everything up because he thought it would make Luke happy and then when he was given the chance for what he wanted he ran scared. He doesn't know what he's doing anymore than Luke and there are a lot of reasons that he should.
Basically, I want to squish him. Instead? I made him a fairly emo fanmix.
One more time
I have crossed the line
Now you won't be mine
Anymore
Weezer :: The Damage in Your Heart
I would say I'm sorry
If I thought that it would change your mind
But I know that this time
I have said too much
Been too unkind
The Cure :: Boys Don’t Cry
Suddenly I’m in over my head
And I can hardly breathe
Suddenly I’m floating over her bed
And I feel everything.
Suddenly I know exactly what I did
But I cannot move a thing.
Suddenly I knew exactly what I’d done
And what it’s going to mean to me.
John Mayer :: Assassin
I could leave you well enough alone
Believe and you'll be overcome
And gone by grace away
Better off than if I stay
I could leave you, walk away
We'll save it for another day
Through all the wars have come to know
It's punches pulled, not towels thrown in
Copeland :: Choose the One You Love the Most
You're so glorious, a waste of time
You're the safety in lying
You are radiator heat, you're the winter blankets sleep
You're the excuse that I use when I want to stop trying
And start waiting for the sky to fall
They tell me it's a cruel world that I've found
It's a cruel world and I'm a lucky boy
Matt Nathanson :: Lucky Boy
and the one (kind of) hopeful song of the mix:
I walk in my front door,
The lights are on for shadow dissipation,
The house is cold and lacks imagination,
I know that you would think of what to do,
And each night I feel what is the same,
The little things that make my night feel colder,
Three empty spaces in my toothbrush holder,
You know I'm saving one of those for you.
Acid Eyeliner :: Over Without You
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