A dream is a wish that your heart makes...

[cinderellaxgirl]

I wish that love didn't have to hurt so much. I wish that love didn't have to be so hard to find. I wish MY love wasn't so hard to get to. Yes...I am going to admit it and make it as clear as possible...I, Rachel Sacco, love Ian Mueller. He is the best guy that I could ever ask for and I know I will never find anyone who can take his place. No matter how hard I look and no matter how hard I try...I will never find a guy who measures up to Ian. Leslie's been here through everything and she knows what I'm feeling...and she believes that Ian and I will get married someday. Maybe she's wrong, maybe she's right. I hope she's right. I would gladly spend forever with Ian. I haven't talked to him in a little more than a week and it's killing me. It seems like it's been forever. He's away camping and he gets ZERO signal where he's at. I can't remember how long he's supposed to be away...like 2 weeks. So I imagine he'll be back by Thursday or Fridat, which BLOWS. I just miss him so much. You should have seen how happy I was when I got his pictures in the mail this week. Oh man, I just about flipped out! I was so excited...and I love them all. Guys, I cherish him so much.

Well, that's pretty much all I have to talk about right now. I'm tired and it's very early on Saturday morning. I'd like to catch some Z's. LoL! Good night people. XoXo.

- = + Riley + = -