Round and Round...where we stop NOBODY knows...
I don't really know what to make of life...
Things are good with me, but it seems like everyone else has really not so good things going on. I wish that I could help everyone, but I feel kinda useless to the world at the moment. I use to be the one with words of advice. Uplifting words, filled with hope and yada yada...
I don't know if I have that as much anymore, I'm on this whole honest streak and even though I am still optimistic I can't help but think that some people have everything running against them.
Take this kid at work. He's trying so hard to do well, but it seems like the harder he tries the more he screws up. It's funny because when I stopped really caring about what people thought of my work, that's when I go recognized. And I just wish he would stop going against the grain. Because the harder he tries the more everything gets messed up, the more it effects my job and how hard I have to work. And really it's starting to get annoying. I want to go back to school and I don't even feel like I can do that!
People have just lost their ability to go with the flow. I think that's why I have such a hard time partying like I use to. Because there is always that one person who takes everything way to serious. Who can't just enjoy life for a couple hours and has to create conflict instead.
And am I innocent of all infraction...no. I'm improving but I'm not perfect and I'm okay with that. That's what it really comes down to. We can't all be perfect, in fact, we can't be perfect. We can only try our hardest and hope that is good enough. And if it isn't then we can deal with that fact and find something that we are good enough at. Something that we are close to perfect at doing.
That really what it comes down to, don't be selfish. If you can't do the job that is laid before you, don't stick with it just because you don't want to lose some benefit. Because you just make others suffer.
Meh...
Things are good with me, but it seems like everyone else has really not so good things going on. I wish that I could help everyone, but I feel kinda useless to the world at the moment. I use to be the one with words of advice. Uplifting words, filled with hope and yada yada...
I don't know if I have that as much anymore, I'm on this whole honest streak and even though I am still optimistic I can't help but think that some people have everything running against them.
Take this kid at work. He's trying so hard to do well, but it seems like the harder he tries the more he screws up. It's funny because when I stopped really caring about what people thought of my work, that's when I go recognized. And I just wish he would stop going against the grain. Because the harder he tries the more everything gets messed up, the more it effects my job and how hard I have to work. And really it's starting to get annoying. I want to go back to school and I don't even feel like I can do that!
People have just lost their ability to go with the flow. I think that's why I have such a hard time partying like I use to. Because there is always that one person who takes everything way to serious. Who can't just enjoy life for a couple hours and has to create conflict instead.
And am I innocent of all infraction...no. I'm improving but I'm not perfect and I'm okay with that. That's what it really comes down to. We can't all be perfect, in fact, we can't be perfect. We can only try our hardest and hope that is good enough. And if it isn't then we can deal with that fact and find something that we are good enough at. Something that we are close to perfect at doing.
That really what it comes down to, don't be selfish. If you can't do the job that is laid before you, don't stick with it just because you don't want to lose some benefit. Because you just make others suffer.
Meh...