Today..
Wow.. today has been.. well.. i dontk nwo how to put it. o well.Lets see.. i woke up.. got ready and went to the mall with sarah.. bout the sequel to my book.. a wallet..this spray stuff that matches mylotien..hehe so girly.. and a pair of pants from wet seal..very comfortable. And then after that.. Went to the Eagles baseball game with sarah. See when we got there..we got at the top of the hill and was watchign the RED team play n we couldnt find the people we were looking for(Jeremy,Nate,and Matt)..so we call Shawn(votaw) nwe were like which team is Jeremy on.. and hes like the blue one(he was up there earlier) and so me n sarah just start laughing our asses off cause we were rooting for the rong team.. haha..well we saw nate walk up the hill with his mom..leaving early from the game..well see he wasliek walking or something n someone hit a foul ball or something n it hit him in the head n he left.. hmm.. i wonder if he cried!? hahaha! Sorry Nate..lol.. ANYWAYS.. Shawn and Ethan come back up there.. n were just watchin the game n playing catch n having a grand ol' time. And then well.. i start to like Jeremy again.. grreeaaatt.. n sarah does too.. cause she doesnt have feelings for austin anymore.. i feel bad for that kid..i wouldnt be surprised if he goes all women-hating in 15 years cough kristen cough.. anyways.. n we got in this argument kinda like the time before.. when we both liked jeremy.. well sarah did n we were all in shawns basement watchin a movie.. n me n jeremy were close.. n he grabbed myhand.. n it was sweet but sarah was hurt..and now its the same all lll over again.. greeaatt.. and its just weird..i dont know what to do.. but i should have just not told her i liked him again.. and just told Shawn(votaw) about it..I screw up..again..hmm.. And then.. me n megan have had this plan to have this party at myhouse and get all wasted.. Well i thought it was just gonna be Megan Me Mary Shawn n Tanner and Austin but Shawn invited Steph n Bello n Taylor.. which isnt bad at all.. just too many people and we have a bigger irsk of getting caught.. well then i was kinda bummed cause i was thinkin greaat nwo we cant.. well steph n bello cant come. but spinks can.. so i think were good now..Which i am very happy!!! I LOVE YOU SHAWN!I wonder how many glasses are gonna get broken THIS Time.. haha.. ANyways.. since then.. iv been online... and takling to Andy on the phone from 1 30-3 in the morning.. hes cool.. him and rachel are soo cute together! I LOVE YOU RACHEL!!! But anyways.. thats today.. wow..I hope the whole jeremy thing works out! I LOVE YOU SARAH! man.. i seriously think god hates me!! im kinda bummed about it too.. hmmm...i wonder whats gonna happen tomorrow??