merry christmas and happy new year
ok so merry christmas to everyone.. i hope it went well for everyone. mine was great.. not many presents at all and i liked it. it was just a couple a movies and some candy and 2 cd's and then the big one is a new phone that the whole family is getting. nice.. sweet and simple. to me great christmas. i'm going to south georgia for new year's so i'm excited about that. can't wait. hopefully we will get to have a really big bonfire and make smores and maybe have oyesters.. yeah don't think i'm gonna eat those but i'm sure i'll end up trying one at least but i have a lot of things to do before i leave. then the new year hits and i'm on the countdown of loosing insurance. fun!. nah i'm looking for a job at the base.. oh yeah already covered this.. ok so since the new year is coming i've decide to reflect. but actually i got to thinking about past years like when i was in high school. there are some things that i REALLY regret but i did learn from so i guess they are not really regrets. i found out that i have to go to school to get certified in some office classes if i'm gonna get a job at the base so i really want to do well in these classes. here is the thing or things that i regret.... i wish i had paid more attention in high school. i can honestly say that i know nothing . it makes me sad because i didn't learn anything. i really hate this because it does make me feel well how shall i say.. uhh dumb.lol. i mean i know its my fault for not learning it. it just irritates me that i did that or well didn't do. i can't join in any discussions about any history or english because well i don't remember. i'm honestly thinking about getting a big history book and reading it so at least i can learn it now. and i know i need to learn geography. BIG time..lol. i know tis person who insists on telling me to stop acting, they say that they really know me and that i'm just pretending to be stupid. ok first of all.. my blonde moments are real. i'm not pretending or acting its well i guess i should just say i def. think different than other people. i mean what makes complete sense to me i always get these looks like i'm from another planet. oh well. so i guess what i learned is that well i should have paid more attention. when i started this entry this all had a point but thats kind of gone astray. oh well. anyways. i wish all of you a happy new year! later