The End Of The World As We Know It

[cinderella1890]

I know that people have it worse. I don't doubt that. But mental illness is debilitating. Anxiety disorder and depression can make everything feel like the end of the world. Every failure is magnified. Every miss is crippling. It just enhances the fear that's already there. A failure or broken heart gives it fire. Like it's proof that maybe things

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Re: Hey...

[cinderella1890]

It's bad. He's a marine and their relationship isn't the best. They want to believe it is but they've only been together for a year and they fight often. They're children. She's doing what I did if not worse. It's been 8 years and the scars from the experience are just barely healing. She's going to have a kid. There's no going back.

Yes, I have. I tried to do something about it but I left with a bad experience. I haven't been back since. But I will. Just have to shop around and find a non-judgmental therapist. I do have medication but it doesn't really work since the person who prescribed kept undermining what I said I was feeling.

I live in Fontana now. Not quite LA yet. One day...

Do you still live in Bakersfield?

I work at a nail salon in Chino Hills as a receptionist/manager. I like it but it's stressful. Alot of hours.

It's bad to where my dad isn't even bothering to do treatment. He also won't tell my sisters and I the extent of it. But he also has other problematic illnesses. Like brain pressure. My mom's heart condition is cardiomyopathy. It's weak and doesn't beat right.

I know, I know. It just makes me feel tired. I feel all over exhausted as is.

Thanks. I hope you are too.

Re: Hey...

[cinderella1890]

Yeah u should definitely shop around for mother therapist. They aren't suppose to be judgemental. They are suppose to be totally neutral and you are not suppose to have any idea of their feelings towards what u are saying. Dam you moved to Fontana? How come? What happen to workig in the medical field? Do u like your job atleast? That sux about your parents. Sorry to hear that. I messaged u on Facebook the other night. I made a fake Facebook cause I deleted everything when I became a cop. I was drinking the other night in my place in Simi Valley and wanted to chat.