We need a kick start
I just got back to Boulder. My flight was delayed an hour and a half in Houston. It wasn't too bad because I just read and listened to music. I was really tired because I got little sleep last night, so I slept on the entire plane ride. Amanda and Kate were already back when I got here. Jeremy is here too. Everyone seems really good and well-rested. I am not at all ready to start back to school tomorrow morning. I would rather just be in Texas for another week. I was really sad when I woke up this morning. I didn't want to leave Joseph at all. Today was a really sweet day. We went to McDonalds to grab breakfast and Joe helped me pack. We held each other a lot and were really intimate. The airport was really hard to let him go. We kissed and hugged over and over. Last night was really fun. I planned a suprise birthday dinner for Joe at Crazy's. The people who came where: Todd, Max, CJ, Jon, Ramona, Lorrie, Eric, JP, TJ (and a girl he brought), Robert, Can, and JP's cousin from Mexico. We went to the warehouse after that. Lorrie took me to Dad's house, and I visited with him. Then, we played poker. Rather, I watched them all play poker because they started before we got back. Kristine and Lan came by for a second. We had a good time. Joe and I came back and just held each other and fell asleep. He left around 3:15, and I woke up at 8:20. I got out of bed around 9, and I called Joe to wake him up. He got there around 10 this morning. My stomach is hurting me right now. I think it's probably because I'm anxious about tomorrow. I am seriously dreading school. I want to be with Joseph so bad. He's playing poker again right now, and he's going to call in an hour. We were going to go to Karen's tonight, but it fell through. I would have watched a movie, but now I'm too tired to start one. I've unpacked on of my bags, so I may watch some TV or read some of my book. I just need to keep busy so I don't think of how much I am missing my other half. I called John and he's eating at Gen's house. I think I'll see him soon. I have a PSP meeting tomorrow night, and work starts again on Tuesday. Things are ready to get moving again, and I'm still wanting time to stand still while I'm in Joe's arms.