Hmm, a Much Needed Update....
It seems like every time I post here I'm apologizing from not posting in a long time so I dare to be different and NOT apologize! Lol! Let's see.... I've just been focusing on school a lot. That, and trying to post Princess Story on time (which means trying to write it before Sunday morning ^_~). I really miss the Princesses. People who understand and will listen to whatever I have to say. I love my mom, but when I try to talk to her she just wants to give me advise on what to do or tell me what I'm doing wrong. Sometimes I just want her to listen and be sympathetic. Why does she always have to try and tell me what to do? I miss being able to talk to you guys and you just listen and tell me that whatever happens or whatever I do, you support me. *sigh*
So I guess one HUGE thing I haven't talked about here is the fact that Heidi is having a baby. It's suppose to be due early June. -_- June is MY month and I don't feel like sharing. I think (no reason why, just do) that it'll be around May 24-25. I guess we'll see if I'm right in about a month. Now that my mom has finally started telling people Juliet and I have calmed down a lot. I guess it was the stress of keeping it a secret from everyone that made is so stressful. I still don't know why we had to except that I understand that mom was embarrassed to tell her brothers and sisters. Please don't think that we run around accusing Heidi of being terrible but out of all her brothers and sisters, my mom has tried to live a life of example so they will see and become Christians. I know I was worried about telling my Uncle because he can be a real jerk sometimes and I was/am afraid he's thinking, "Ha! She's not a goody-two-shoes like she pretends to be." Despite all this, I'm slowly getting used to the idea. Heidi and the babies father, Steve, have gotten engaged. *shrugs* I don't know much about him. Can I just graduate and move out now?
That feeling has been getting much worse. Juliet and I have started looking at apartments and wishing really hard. Or planning on running away to Disney World and never looking back but we know that's not a wise choice. I love Mom, but I miss having my apartment and my space and my things and doing things my way and buying the food I want and only answering to me for how my money goes.... etc. I just keep reminding myself, soon..... soon..... as a promise to me. I'm not sure if I can last much longer in school. I better graduate soon!
Ok, I'm done chewing your ear off this time. Hopefully I'll post here more often.
Love,
Cinderella
So I guess one HUGE thing I haven't talked about here is the fact that Heidi is having a baby. It's suppose to be due early June. -_- June is MY month and I don't feel like sharing. I think (no reason why, just do) that it'll be around May 24-25. I guess we'll see if I'm right in about a month. Now that my mom has finally started telling people Juliet and I have calmed down a lot. I guess it was the stress of keeping it a secret from everyone that made is so stressful. I still don't know why we had to except that I understand that mom was embarrassed to tell her brothers and sisters. Please don't think that we run around accusing Heidi of being terrible but out of all her brothers and sisters, my mom has tried to live a life of example so they will see and become Christians. I know I was worried about telling my Uncle because he can be a real jerk sometimes and I was/am afraid he's thinking, "Ha! She's not a goody-two-shoes like she pretends to be." Despite all this, I'm slowly getting used to the idea. Heidi and the babies father, Steve, have gotten engaged. *shrugs* I don't know much about him. Can I just graduate and move out now?
That feeling has been getting much worse. Juliet and I have started looking at apartments and wishing really hard. Or planning on running away to Disney World and never looking back but we know that's not a wise choice. I love Mom, but I miss having my apartment and my space and my things and doing things my way and buying the food I want and only answering to me for how my money goes.... etc. I just keep reminding myself, soon..... soon..... as a promise to me. I'm not sure if I can last much longer in school. I better graduate soon!
Ok, I'm done chewing your ear off this time. Hopefully I'll post here more often.
Love,
Cinderella