I'm not fucking Caesar so can you please take the knief out of my ribs?

[cinderblonde]

To anyone who is sick right now and its my fault, i'm sooooooo sorry. Just know that you HAVE to take care of yourself, and you have to relax. I, being as stupid as i am, didn't and now i'm being treated for Pneumonia. Besides the fact that i woke up last saturday morning being a little sick but nothing to worry about i thought i'd just go away no matter what, it was just a little cold. Well i don't know what the fuck i have but its not going anywhere. I barely went to school this week. I showed up one day and my teacher looked at me said i looked horrible and to go home. Anyways i think i went to a total of like 2 days or school this week, not too bad. But i really didn't let myself rest. I was up late on the phone, i wouldn't sleep in, I didn't take enough naps, i did eat healthy, but i went to all my belly dance classes pretty much, didn't dress appropiately, so i basically completely disregaurded the fact that i was sick. So last night i went out with mike, gene, sebastian, aaron, and nora. I think it started when i was freezing outside waiting in line for the too much light makes a baby go black, or whatever, and i was just shivering constantly for about 15 minutes. I started to feel really sick, like i was gonna throw up, and i started to feel really dizzy and the only way i can really put it as not sober. Everything was tweaking out, but i didn't think i'd be able to last the show so i got my dad to come get me and i went home. I went staight to bed, but i couldn't sleep very well. at like 4 in the morning i woke up cause i'd been half a sleep for a couple hours. everytime i would breath it felt like someone was stabbing my lungs. so i tried to sleep through it but i finally couldn't and i felt really stomach sick so i got up and went and told my dad. I had a really high fever so he gave me some asprin and i tried to slow down my breathing. The only problem was that by the time i would take in the air i needed more, so i couldn't really slow down cause i was having to hold my breath continually. i finally feel asleep and woke up at like 8. Everything was cool but then i started coughing up colored things, and it was more or less the color of christmas. So my dad finally decided that coughing up blood was a bad thing, so we went to the emergency room. 3 hours, 2 doctors coping a feel, and 1 perscription later, i was being treated for Pneumonia.

TAKE CARE OF YOURSELF OR YOU'LL END UP LIKE MY DUMB ASS!

Amanda Rose

i can't spell so just assume the worst....