My Smile Is An Open Wound Without You

[cindeatszombies]

i've been pretty okay today. nothing really exciting happened. eric wants to pay for a plane ticket for me to go down to FL. i can't accept that. matt tried to do the same. i feel wanted by my friends more so than here sometimes. eh. i'm just paranoid i guess. craig had told me to start asking people how the feel about me. i started doing so. i asked 2 people how they felt about me. i was given nice answers. i'm shy though so i feel like i can't ask certain people. oh well. i'll try.

i think i want to take a hot shower or a hot bath. preferably the second one b/c i need to rest my head. i have a headache and my head feels full. i'm not sure why. :/

ive been thinking lately that i should see a counseler or something to try and work out some of my problems.