Lost In Translation soundtrack...
Funny how one action can leave you feeling absolutely completely stripped of any of your power as a human being. Utterly fascinating. Just fucking fascinating. I need out. Lol.
Well, I saw Bridget Jones Diary 2, which was good. Quite self-revealing too as luck might have it. Kinda makes me realize that once you put so much into one person, the slightest thing can be one absolutely devastatingly big let-down. So thats where I am. Sitting at the bottom of this well that I somehow leapt into... heh, metaphorically, of course, cuz that would be silly. How would I be updating if I was trapped in an actual well? Psh. Hehe.
I seem to gain more of a sense of humor when the earth has been pulled away from beneath me. I'm just kind of swimming in air right now. Though the music that I'm listening to may be assisting that. Listen to the Lost In Translation soundtrack sometime...but now when you're horribly depressed only when you're just a little kicked in the ass or it could cause you to run your car off a cliff. Trust me. So I came to this conclusion: I invest way too much into other people. I mean seriously. Its awful.
Ok, breathe. Just breathe. Inhale. Exhale. Inhale. Bury head into pillow but continue breathing. I think I'm bipolar. Although I think that my reaction to situations and things is completely justified. Argh. Ok. Sinking/being swallowed feeling is coming on again. time to bury head into pillow, pull sleep mask over eyes, and sleep it away time.
Wish me luck.
Well, I saw Bridget Jones Diary 2, which was good. Quite self-revealing too as luck might have it. Kinda makes me realize that once you put so much into one person, the slightest thing can be one absolutely devastatingly big let-down. So thats where I am. Sitting at the bottom of this well that I somehow leapt into... heh, metaphorically, of course, cuz that would be silly. How would I be updating if I was trapped in an actual well? Psh. Hehe.
I seem to gain more of a sense of humor when the earth has been pulled away from beneath me. I'm just kind of swimming in air right now. Though the music that I'm listening to may be assisting that. Listen to the Lost In Translation soundtrack sometime...but now when you're horribly depressed only when you're just a little kicked in the ass or it could cause you to run your car off a cliff. Trust me. So I came to this conclusion: I invest way too much into other people. I mean seriously. Its awful.
Ok, breathe. Just breathe. Inhale. Exhale. Inhale. Bury head into pillow but continue breathing. I think I'm bipolar. Although I think that my reaction to situations and things is completely justified. Argh. Ok. Sinking/being swallowed feeling is coming on again. time to bury head into pillow, pull sleep mask over eyes, and sleep it away time.
Wish me luck.