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note to self-
So heres what happened, i got yet another ticket for running a yellow light. So this naturally sends me over the edge. if anyone knows me lately i have recieved about a total of 10 tickets, all in about a months time. I then decide to make a life altering decision with shanti and i buy 2 plain tickets to ireland. I will be there for i have no idea how long, i dont know rather or not i am going to live or die or even come back. I will most likely come back. I need to get away from this place, so that is what i will be doing, i will be backpacking through all of ireland, i have no idea where i will end up but i will most likely be there for about a year, i plan to visit many other countries while i am there as well. I would like to spend as much time with people as possible, and i am really looking forward to this trip. This is not a trip to run away from problems or hide, this is a trip to change, to take on a new attitude, to take on new life. I will be leaving in 5 weeks. I wanted to write this to myself to remember how i felt before i left, and want to write again when i come back to see how i feel.
So heres what happened, i got yet another ticket for running a yellow light. So this naturally sends me over the edge. if anyone knows me lately i have recieved about a total of 10 tickets, all in about a months time. I then decide to make a life altering decision with shanti and i buy 2 plain tickets to ireland. I will be there for i have no idea how long, i dont know rather or not i am going to live or die or even come back. I will most likely come back. I need to get away from this place, so that is what i will be doing, i will be backpacking through all of ireland, i have no idea where i will end up but i will most likely be there for about a year, i plan to visit many other countries while i am there as well. I would like to spend as much time with people as possible, and i am really looking forward to this trip. This is not a trip to run away from problems or hide, this is a trip to change, to take on a new attitude, to take on new life. I will be leaving in 5 weeks. I wanted to write this to myself to remember how i felt before i left, and want to write again when i come back to see how i feel.