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Just got back from chicago. I had alot of fun. Drank at some bar watched some live jazz and heard pearl jam play. Ate some good food at the house of blues and learned some new things.
I finally payed my last months rent today, it probably sounds stupid but i cant wait to move back in my moms house for a while, i have wasted so much money on that god damn apartment, money i could have used for Europe, bad timing, i regret it. I dont regret much.
Modeling sucks. too hard. I have some job working for some agency, that sucks too. I wish there would be some sign of things getting better. i guess it never works out that way, these are not the best years of my life. No love, No money, No life.
gay. sex. and cigarettes.
I finally payed my last months rent today, it probably sounds stupid but i cant wait to move back in my moms house for a while, i have wasted so much money on that god damn apartment, money i could have used for Europe, bad timing, i regret it. I dont regret much.
Modeling sucks. too hard. I have some job working for some agency, that sucks too. I wish there would be some sign of things getting better. i guess it never works out that way, these are not the best years of my life. No love, No money, No life.
gay. sex. and cigarettes.