time for some reflections
ok. so here it goes.
its one of those days.. didnt do anything but run errands and clean/organize the room.
thus......... time for pensive ingrid.
heres what ive got:
since my brain is still fried from finals, i cant coherently put together my thoughts. instead of the long thought provoking entries, im gonna do it corwin-style. so, bullet points, if you will.
- i like when people know me... especially my little nuances.habits.tendancies and whatever. i guess its a comfort thing.
- the right techno song can make me want to rock out at the drop of a hat.
- i dont like that at georgetown, i miss my lithuanian things. the church... the friends... the everything.
- i love scents.
- i need to have people around (sidebar: i found this out... my sister told me... that no matter what im doing... i need to have people nearby. even if theyre not even important to the task or whatever, i just need to be near them i guess)
- i like confidence.
- people who disapppoint me are one of my biggest pet peeves.
- the week between christmas and new years is my favorite week of the year.
- new shoes make me insanely happy.
- i can't stand not being included in things... even if its unintentional... argh.
- i love peoples distinctive laughs. the best one as of now: zach. hands down.
- the adrenaline i get from watching sports is indescribable.
- i need to find myself a nice boy.
- i get really excited when i get to travel... i.e. to chicago for new years. can not wait.
- messages from people (phone, text, facebook, whatever) make my day.
- victorias secret has become one of my favorite stores.
- i know nothing about the future. or my future. at all. and it freaks me out.
- i love athletes. and meeting athletes. and knowing athletes. and everything about them so much.
- i miss tennis like theres no tomorrow. it needs to be time for the australian open already!!
- i wish i wasnt as jealous of a person as i am. thats def my number one resolution for next year :-/
- im glad that i dont live my life with regrets. its scary, but good.
- getting a surge of hyperness/hapiness/excitement about something is one of my favorite feelings ever.
- i wish 80s fashions would come back. kinda.
- i have a minor obsession with cream/butterscotch/offwhite colored sweaters.
so from all of this, ive come to the conclusion that i really dont hide anything about myself from my friends... and i hope thats a good thing. it makes me vulnerable. im not a private person, but sometimes i wish i was. i need to vent. i need people to know me. its the only way i get by. of course there are certain things i keep to myself... and i like that. the weird things is that i love adrenaline, excitement, etc.... but uncertainty scares me. bad combo i guess. intensity to me is a good thing. in attitude, too, i guess... i like being busy and having lots to do. bottom line... i need to figure out my life. scratch that. i need to live it. ill have time to figure it out later.
much better.
[sigh... weird entry]
its one of those days.. didnt do anything but run errands and clean/organize the room.
thus......... time for pensive ingrid.
heres what ive got:
since my brain is still fried from finals, i cant coherently put together my thoughts. instead of the long thought provoking entries, im gonna do it corwin-style. so, bullet points, if you will.
- i like when people know me... especially my little nuances.habits.tendancies and whatever. i guess its a comfort thing.
- the right techno song can make me want to rock out at the drop of a hat.
- i dont like that at georgetown, i miss my lithuanian things. the church... the friends... the everything.
- i love scents.
- i need to have people around (sidebar: i found this out... my sister told me... that no matter what im doing... i need to have people nearby. even if theyre not even important to the task or whatever, i just need to be near them i guess)
- i like confidence.
- people who disapppoint me are one of my biggest pet peeves.
- the week between christmas and new years is my favorite week of the year.
- new shoes make me insanely happy.
- i can't stand not being included in things... even if its unintentional... argh.
- i love peoples distinctive laughs. the best one as of now: zach. hands down.
- the adrenaline i get from watching sports is indescribable.
- i need to find myself a nice boy.
- i get really excited when i get to travel... i.e. to chicago for new years. can not wait.
- messages from people (phone, text, facebook, whatever) make my day.
- victorias secret has become one of my favorite stores.
- i know nothing about the future. or my future. at all. and it freaks me out.
- i love athletes. and meeting athletes. and knowing athletes. and everything about them so much.
- i miss tennis like theres no tomorrow. it needs to be time for the australian open already!!
- i wish i wasnt as jealous of a person as i am. thats def my number one resolution for next year :-/
- im glad that i dont live my life with regrets. its scary, but good.
- getting a surge of hyperness/hapiness/excitement about something is one of my favorite feelings ever.
- i wish 80s fashions would come back. kinda.
- i have a minor obsession with cream/butterscotch/offwhite colored sweaters.
so from all of this, ive come to the conclusion that i really dont hide anything about myself from my friends... and i hope thats a good thing. it makes me vulnerable. im not a private person, but sometimes i wish i was. i need to vent. i need people to know me. its the only way i get by. of course there are certain things i keep to myself... and i like that. the weird things is that i love adrenaline, excitement, etc.... but uncertainty scares me. bad combo i guess. intensity to me is a good thing. in attitude, too, i guess... i like being busy and having lots to do. bottom line... i need to figure out my life. scratch that. i need to live it. ill have time to figure it out later.
much better.
[sigh... weird entry]