El left me tonight...
Well, El and I left this morning at 330a for Columbia, SC. His plane took off at 730a for Korea, and left me here by my lonesome...crying my eyes out. I came home and took a nap from 11-130p then stayed down at Jessica's house from 2-1130p. I hate to tell her but she's really going to get tired of seeing me over the next year. I came home 10 minutes ago and I'm already crying. I can't stand being around his things and not being able to see him except in pictures. I hate being able to smell his lingering cologne...it's killing me. I realize that I'm going to have work, friends, family and school to keep me busy, but I really don't know how I'm going to make it another 364 days. He's been flying all day and still hasn't arrived. He won't arrive until about 3a our time. I just hope he's doing okay. I know he doesn't like plane rides and this is the longest ones he's ever been on.
:: sighs :: If you get to read this El, I love you and miss you....hugs and kisses. Goodnight!
On another note, I've been studying my heart out trying to memorize the 100 flash cards me and Jessica made up for our pharmacology test tomorrow. She knows more than I do but it's just not stickin' for me. I don't know what happened tonight but I was able to read out about half the cards...earlier today I could only read out like 5. lol Anyways, wish us luck. Lord knows at least I need all the luck I can get.
Until next time, Adams ~ OUT!
:: sighs :: If you get to read this El, I love you and miss you....hugs and kisses. Goodnight!
On another note, I've been studying my heart out trying to memorize the 100 flash cards me and Jessica made up for our pharmacology test tomorrow. She knows more than I do but it's just not stickin' for me. I don't know what happened tonight but I was able to read out about half the cards...earlier today I could only read out like 5. lol Anyways, wish us luck. Lord knows at least I need all the luck I can get.
Until next time, Adams ~ OUT!