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I feel overcome with imagery, overcome with such powerful emotion that has nothing to do with me or anything or everything. Theres just no explaining it. I see so many things in my head. I feel it so strong. I hear it. Its like electricity humming around in the air about me. It has nothing to do with me, or you, or anyone. It isn't a feeling. It is a thought. It is a dream. Its music. Thats what it is. It's music. I can't think. It's so powerful to see these things to feel these things. I feel absolutely overwhelmed. What is this feeling? It is a grass field at sun down with hundreds of people and families and lovers and children sitting in the cooling grass as crickets sing as they all experience a collectivel feeling of a wonderful feeling of an intense and awestruk wonder as a fire works display echoes over head with eyes captivated at the burts of light as there is a fascinated murmor that fills the silence between the thunderous cracks of explosions. The sights the sounds the feelings the experience everything just everything. Everything. Just everything. Oh my god. I want to have my voice scream with the intensity of holding this feeling and be drowned out by millions of the same voice screaming in celebration of the human spirit. It is everything that I feel. It is crippling. It is terrible. It is wonderful. It is life. How horrible it is to live with this tremendous affection. It is anger love fear desire hate loneliness compassion faith appreciation distrust emptiness and complete and utter disassociation of the attachments of everything as there comes a feeling of oneness and nothingness. It is insanity what I feel. To be so lost in a sea of emotion for people and place I have never met or seen. To feel so entirely in love with the world. It is so sad. It is so completely sad. Love is sorrow. Life is suffering. How beautiful it is to feel so much love and so much life. This is music. This is the celebration of the human spirit. I scream in my deepest sorrow. I scream in my endless suffering. Together we scream.
in happiness
