everything
I can't sleep. How many times have I realized this? It's been twenty years. It's been long. So many nights have been like this, I've never been able to sleep, sitting alone thinking to myself. So many things I want to say have crossed my mind on these nights upon nights of thinking.
I've been sad throughout my life. I've just been so sad. Why? Why do I feel so helplessly alone? Why do I feel so unreachable?
It just feels so long that I've felt overwhelmed by everything, not even just sadness, but everything, every emotion I've felt. Every problem I've faced, every problem my friends have faced, every bit of emotion every bit of fear, sadness, happiness, confusion, betrayal, isolation, frustration, anger, hatred, friendship, love, and loyalty I feel it all I feel so strong
when am I supposed to feel alright
why do I have such love inside
I've been sad throughout my life. I've just been so sad. Why? Why do I feel so helplessly alone? Why do I feel so unreachable?
It just feels so long that I've felt overwhelmed by everything, not even just sadness, but everything, every emotion I've felt. Every problem I've faced, every problem my friends have faced, every bit of emotion every bit of fear, sadness, happiness, confusion, betrayal, isolation, frustration, anger, hatred, friendship, love, and loyalty I feel it all I feel so strong
when am I supposed to feel alright
why do I have such love inside